Friday, February 22, 2008

Breathe in, Breathe out...


God help me!!!!
If I can just get through this morning without strangling him, I'll have become a bigger & better person... Lots of patience. Patience. Patience. Patience is a virtue I never did posses. Take a deep breath & exhale, over & over & over again...
I thought love would be enough. Love I have a shit load of. Where the hell does this defiance come from?? Need I ask??? The fruit of my loins.
So tiny and already such an attitude, have we doomed you or empowered you??
Sometimes I'm not good enough. Sometimes I don't deserve your love. You who looks up at me with your sparkling eyes & sees his world, his everything...
I wish I were perfect for you. I know you think I am. You who I would lay down my life for without thinking twice... So sorry I can't be perfect.........
Please help me to better understand your needs. PLease help me to better provide for them. Please remind me to breathe.................................................xoxo